Dear Diary,
I can’t control anything in my life anymore, everything happens in an instant. A wave of grief hovers inside me as I hear screams of children crying in pain and parents shouting, pleading for mercy.
We board the boat hoping to have a healthier lifestyle, oh were we wrong. The salty water of the sea burns my eyes as the revolting smell of vomit takes over my nostrils. I overhear the weeping of others surrounding me. I will never forget this day, the echoes of people howling will torment me forever. I gaze at the smoke filling in the gaps of the dark night sky. Cool touch of the cold droplets together with the wind brushes towards me causing me to shiver.
I was dozing off when I felt a sudden stop. I heard people sob for joy, while others whine in guilt leaving their families behind. We slowly come to the exit. I cough due to the smoke entering my lungs, I look up at the night sky looking at the clouds overpowering the dull stars. This place is nothing like home, I started to worry as I stared at my dads face. His face looked like a puppy that lost its owner. We finally start to walk not knowing where we are or what would happen next. We come across a fancy bakery, with many different delicacies. I watched the cake as its icing drizzled down.
My dad led me to this fancy doorstep, I was excited, finally getting off the streets. My excitement, happiness and joy started to fade away as my dad bent down, kissed me on the forehead and left. I will never forget the look on his face when he turned around to look at me for the last time. His glance looked guilty, angry, that’s when he put up his umbrella and left.
I still feel the kiss he implanted on my cheek.